you need not apologize dear
I should be the one to apologize
I have neglected you, it makes me feel horrible
I will message you
I think I should add you.
it's my duty, my service, my way and my apology.
Terribly sorry about the personal message, afraid I only have excuses- but to say the least I have been frustrated to the extreme very often as of late and I can't get my thoughts near strait enough to send anything worth reading. I'm going to gamble and say that you should have somethig by... ah, Sunday at the very latest.
I think otherwise about english, probably you should give up "American" and stick to "British" which is more fun and formal.
*sigh* when do you get those PMs ready? I won't move a muscle till you "do" something.
I'm not really enjoying all of these net stuff, this ... forum and all. when people can't talk,I'll be far better off with books.
I believe I forgot adress this in the message, terribly sorry ^^;
Chinese- well compared to the Spanish it was much more apealing, but I do agree, Japanese is nicer- it is simpler, flows off the tongue easily and it is an over all beutiful language
Chinese sounds a bit... ah, harsh when spoken, though it still nice- nicer than English, such a blocky and crude language..
I know what I said earlier, about the weekends, but I ah, couldn't help myself- I am wrting, please have some patience for when I finish and send this to you- do not worry your question will be answered~
strong woman indeed you are.
that's the quality I like to see.
that's the words I like to hear.
brilliant poetry mate! ^^
then why not share some of your views with me? I'll be glad to hear.
and you made me awed for that last question: do you really care about me?
'Cool'~? hehehe, trust me- ruining yourself for a few moments of false pleasure that can hardly compare to true happiness and enjoyment with the ones that mean most to you, does not sound 'cool'
have more faith in me my dear, what my body lacks in age my mind more than makes up for- at least for now, there is still so much more to comprehend and grow into, my minds age will always be farther ahead than my body's but always so infantile compared to what I want to know.
this is exactly something I am trying to explain through PM that I'm writing right now, replying your last message.
yes, I am ... PMs will reveal more in time.
the quote is true about that ... ever read "wisdom of life" by Schopenhauer? he explains it all.
just think, once you learn, you only end up trust few as rarely you found people who can understand you, even they won't hear the topics you're about to say, such as global warming, enlightenment and way of life.
promise me, no matter how "cool" they may sound, in school, never do drugs, never join subcultures, and don't let media ever decide your life nor brainwash you.
trust god, profound books and a few bosom friends, what to ask more of life? they all lead to a better life.
You seem a bit... ah, troubled? - only a bit mind you~ , but still bothered nontheless
And, I, ah, read this and it reminded me of you-
Only intelligent people experience depression, because who can really be happy fully comprehending the hate in the world?
though I understand your moods don't really have to do with the reason in this quote