Help finding Xellos fanfic?

[Kilyle]

Hope this isn't the wrong place to put this, but none of the other forum sections seem to be about fanfiction. So here goes:

Back in college, I found a Slayers fanfic that I thoroughly enjoyed. But now that it's been a few years, when I try to hunt for it, I can't find it at all. It may have been lost to the internet, but if it's out there, I SO want to lay my hands on it again. So if you know where to find it, please, please let me know.

This is what I recall of it:

The Plot: Lina and the gang are rooting through magical artifacts somewhere when Lina spots a mirror or something. I think she tries to use it or uses a spell on it. The mirror changes the universe, the key point being when Lina used the Giga Slave: She lost control, and then the taint from the spell corrupted both her and Gourry, making them into villains who now terrorize the world. Lina went around and killed most of the mazoku; she took Zelas Metallium captive, and she had Xellos captive for a while too. She got sick of his "that is a secret" so that at one point she even tore out his tongue (which he grew back, since he was mazoku), and then later she just got sick of him altogether and turned him human.

Now, somehow or other Zelgadis was kept apart from the change, so that he remembers things the way they should be. And somehow Xellos, despite being human, also knows something of the way the world is "wrong". They end up getting together with Amelia, who leads the resistance, and I think Naga might also have been there. Amelia arranges for a distraction so that Zelgadis and Xellos can sneak into the castle.

Xellos ends up getting captured and then tortured by Lina. The one part of that I remember (a little too clearly) was when she sliced open his stomach. But Shilfiel healed him. Shilfiel was still in love with Gourry, no matter how he had changed, and she hoped that by being good she could win him back or something. But Xellos ends up tricking her so he can escape, and then kills her, because he knows that if they restore the world she'll be okay.

Zelgadis makes it to the artifact room, finds the mirror, and does whatever is necessary to restore the world. We go back to the moment of change, and Zel stops Lina from doing whatever she did. And it's back to business as usual.

Anyway... I've been searching for this using the few phrases I remember, and I can't find it, so I'm hoping someone here has seen it or remembers it and can either point it out or tell me what happened to it. Thank you.

[Sanouske]

The best place to look would probably be http://www.fanfiction.net

You will have to know some psecifics to find it though. =p

[Kilyle]

I'm not entirely certain it would be on fanfiction.net, due to a graphic torture scene with some sexual overtones (Lina rips Xellos's gut open with a dagger and the line I remember was something like "like she had just had the best lay of her life"... although searching for versions of that line has gotten me nowhere). I understand that fanfiction.net can't have graphic sex scenes -- what is their policy on graphic violence?

[Sanouske]

They allow stuff like that. I have read some stories that have a lot of graphic/explict themes and ideas. Anyways, that is the best site out there I know to find fan fics. =p

[Kilyle]

Searched Fanfiction.net pretty thoroughly. No dice.

I actually think the fanfic was probably on a personal website that for whatever reason went under -- hence no longer online. I was just hoping that someone recognized it and could confirm that theory. Eh well. Thank you for the advice anyway.