Yami_To_star
Rank B Hunter

so you alive mate?

yami, my man, sup?
long time no see, come on give this man a hug.

boy, I do hope you're doing fine. life's short and you have to make right decisions about your life.
study well, learn much and always eat healthy, cause that's our motto.
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well I was surprised to meet someone like myself.

let's chat mate :D

I have some awesome avatar just for you. want some?

as you know I'm back from uni...came home... just saw my father...there has been death of some author -god bless her soul- he listens passionately to news but... he never saw me.... right now I'm front of my PC and he's watching that news...me here alone making cultural product.
I know how it feels to be neglected by parents...and it hurts... what can we say? our parents aren't exactly true wise people. if they were, well, my dad least could try to take interest in my work but he knows none. even I filled my uni home with painting on wall, a journal full of my philosophical ideas in front of him...still he doesn't care.
he think himself awesome by watching news...I say let the fool have the fun.

you can also tell me about yourself more in detail...just freewriting; write what you want and feel at that moment, just free yourself...write.
and I will read and respond accordingly... trying to put that pieces of yours together... please do not faint.... prove that you're strong man, a good man and diligent one.

so :) ... you now know where I'm from, how screwed my country is, my people are and my life at general.
so .... I guess at you said... it has been answered...and I am pleased.... look into each other....we're in same shit aren't we? :) just relax, go get a drink, a beer, some snacks, watch some good movie, enjoy yourself and let some day just go off easily...don't let everyday pressure bury you.
try being in philosophy, for it's what makes wake up, be man of yourself... I know the inception is hard and you don't know where to begin, but try to read it first by reading its history and having few several general explaining books about history of philosophy and ideas of some brilliant philosophers.
esp. buy hardcopy book of "the wisdom of life" by Schopenhauer... he like a godfather will comfort you.

listen, we all have these moments, it's hard to pass, we know; but these things, if thought at, can make us stronger. tell me, what else than hope we have at our hand? nothing, just hope.
perseverance is all. bear. I did bear. I don't have to tell you that how many times I wished death; how many nights I spent restless, weeping high on pillow, smashing my head on floor just to get free, at ease, of this pain, this nasty situation I am into, these people....but life goes on.
we must do our best....that's all left. we must show we are tougher than what they think.
you need approval, your parent never saw your good side, probably they won't so don't beg, instead rely on those who can see what you really are...or better be the man of yourself!

we need to talk.
come chat me with me, add me to your contact and send the request address is: matin.sasan@ymail.com

your ideas will not be taken seriously? then come! build some usernotes like what I did...or make blog, or website...just to put your ideas on....and above all you can discuss them with me...you have my support.
don't you dare cry around god that no one was there to lift you...here! my dear brother... you have my help, my attention, my care...and I won't let such hidden talent go to waste.