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Biography:

"if thou art a man, admire those who attempt great things, even though they fail."~ seneca

mind the gap!
born to be hated.
cursed to be alone.
blessed to be envied.
too subtle to be noticed.
too honest to be taken right.

clear all your expectations.
purge your mind of any corrupt thought.
actions, dear, they speak louder than voice.

Paradoxically:
I hate people who are being too commanding around me, expecting, ordering, and bossing; I never yield.
but I serve with pleasure, who is honest, good and fair WITHOUT EXPECTATION and doing on his/her own will.

tip:
sometimes
the person who tries to keep everyone happy
is the most loneliest person.

since I love studying life, which means reading variety of fields, over-socializing - chatting with any strangers and befriending with everyone, made 1/4 of university on my side, have many buddies around my uni town, and you know I even burned some neurons for some human beings, something we call "care" !
I can proudly say, human beings are...at general don't deserve so much attention. thought they all do, but in fact, it works opposite, only few "exceptions" are worthy.
as social maniac, I lurk and talk with who I want, just as in life, in AnimeA.
unlike life, I'm not in habit of making friends. from experience I don't feel the need to, I'm better alone, thank you ^^

tip:

spend your love where it's appreciated. unconditional love is lethal.

pathetic people think of others pathetic.
those who don't care are people who don't care about themselves neither.
they have nothing inside, so why should they care about you?
they may call you selfish for being into yourself, thinking you take yourself above them. they think this low about situation because their miserable mind can't understand higher levels. they don't see that he either staying away for good or felt misunderstood.

deep inside, there is a guy, who likes to be understood. he likes to do good, he likes to share and he just got repressed of being good from, you know, being over-good!
when would I understand the person who deserves my love most is me?

Location:

in your mind, your thoughts, your memories

Interests:

reading people, profound books, fine psychological movies, PRACTICALLY philosophizing my life...

Occupation:

Polymath

Married with:

alone is better than being with stupid

Country Flag:

Japan

Gender:

male