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to help another you need to know about theye problems
i say that i dont have problems, and that im good, why would i not be
basic stuff like shelter and food are assured for now, i have money, since i work, im doing my master degree atm, tho i dont think much of it, is still a masters degree
im single, and this is working good for me, i liked to be with my ex, but after we broke up, i found that i love having such free time

a cool person might be a someone who seems to not give damn about anything and that fashionable, and they might, how am i suppose to know, i like more open and happy people, since is hella more fun being with them , thats how my friends are
i speak plain and boring, i did not knew that, i always taught of myself being quite funny ;), and when i speak i think i give way more details that i would like, whay is that, cause people dont care, but i do tend to let other people talking about themselves, im not bothered by it
maybe im frustrated, i think i have reasons to be, my fault most likely, more that im annoyed at my family, so here is where you said that i dont give details, i say stuff, but only the tip of the iceberg and leaving room for interpretation
being indifferent, thats something i do even willingly
do you really think im depressed, ha, i never taught of that, like me depressed, never, im quite happy sometimes

i dont know how you made your friends, but i meet mine by circumstance, my friends are old colleagues from hi school, and more recent one are colleagues from where i work, i dont just go out and make friends just like that, plus is it takes time to maintain a friendship, especially if they are starting walking theyre own paths, finding boyfriends and that kind of stuff, or moving out of the city

i dont feel like they dont care, but we dont share the same hobbies, opinions, likes and such, and i dont share theyres
whats is love suppose to be, you giving what to the other person, to do what they want, to blindly believe in them, since as of now thats the common belief of what love is

Lol, after raising 3 kids as a single parent, 2 terrible husbands and several bad boyfriends over the years....and on line too...lmao, at an anime forum of all things....XD!!! Finding a lover or temp love can be easy, but it being the right one, or keeping them is a whole different story. I know many that feel like you do and I did when I was much much younger. You will in time...I know it. :D Just focus on who you are as a person and your life goals for now. It isn't all perfect for us either...our sit. is very complex and I can't wait until we can live together finally.

i never taught i can be that calm, since im a loud person sometimes
we are alone, but i like spending time with others

lovesick, i dont know what to say, i did had a relationship in with i did said i loved the other person, but now that i think back, that might not have been the case, at least not completely, but that is of no importance
i do believe that i am a person that never truly loved someone else, and i do not want to, who knows
as for lecturing, usually people find easy to talk to me, and is okey, i can listen, but they usually like some advice or feedback, i mean i feel for them, but i dont want to resolve theyre problems, i guess this is different, depending on what side you are, is not easy being that one that listen or the one that talks, i think you sould not be so hard on your friends, they do mean well, is just that we people we can hardly understand each other, they might think that by comforting you and telling you ill be better thay are encouraging, when you in fact do not want that
i can agree, with some stuff you just need to let them, i dont know, quite down, let them sink in

Hey!
I deleted some messages so you can pm me now :-)
I haven't listened to Keane and I can't do it now because I'm with my slow connection so I can't download stuff or watch videos online (I'm in Sofia where I go to uni while my parents live in another city named Plovdiv.My connection in Plovdiv is fast ;-D)
I like Breaking Benjamin but I don't know many of their songs.I like The diary of Jane,Follow me and Evil angel the most.What about you?

Why? It isn't always a good thing...XD. I eat my own foot quite often, ha ha ha ha!

lol... I'm very out going and thanks. :D Sorry for the late reply. :D

hey there, sorry for the late reply but you did put on a serious question, even now im not that sure about it
i mean i have friends, people that i can call friends, but now i wonder how devoted they are, plus im thinking how devoted i am for them, i think always taught that for my friends im able to do a lot to help them, still how far will i go, never had the chance to find out
i know that in a tight situation people are reaction very different from how they really are, i am told that im very loud, talk a lot, get scared very quick, and stuff like that, still when i had a car accident i was like looking at the driver, looking at the car we were about to hit and not a word, even my friend was surprised how calm i was about it
well back to the point, i regard my friends very high, but i am not sure that they do the same about me, and dont know how can i find that out
ps: sorry, i really dont think to much, thats the truth, unless i really have to