TaryXx01
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I hope I do. I really need to get the concept of it soon because I'm failing that class. I already failed my first exam. Bleh @_@ how could this happen? Lol, it's cool, I'll try harder. I actually know why I'm not doing good in that class. It's because the class is boring. Ah, I know what you mean. I feel like that at times though, but I just try to relax and not stress myself. Neah, I'm not smart. Just about average. He's like a brother to me. Aw, poor you, ha ha. I'm sure they secretly appreciate it, so there's no need to hmph at that, lol.

That's cool. Lol. Did you have a nice Valentine's Day? Huh? Lol. Mine's was okay. Nothing much. I just went to class, took my test, and work on my lab with this guy. Yes... there are barely girls in that class. It's a computer class so there are mostly geeky guys in there, lol. But they're pretty cool and funny. They actually teach me a lot about computers that I do not know myself. So I really love it and am happy to be able to learn something more from them. It's amazing to be able to learn more things about computers that you do not have knowledge about. So I'm very grateful to learn new things about computers from them.

Yeah, ima just try to take it easy and not over stress myself. I was already over stressing myself with Java, but seeing my homeboy brighten my day and I was able to easily figure out what was wrong with my code. I was just happy to see him and almost cried because its been like 3 years. I thought he would have died, but he didn't. Usually I just think all my thugs friends have died, but to see him still alive and mature really shocked me. It really means so much to me. He's like family and I just couldn't be the type of person to abandon him just because he's a thug. Everyone changes and I just know he'll be a really great father. He seems really happy when he talked about his son. So I'm really happy for him. I'm glad he's going to college. I know that he's there to really commit himself to have a better future for himself and his family. I'm just really proud of the decisions he finally made. He's such a grownup. Makes me wana nudge him.

Okay... I can barely even understand what and how the OS works. It's just too many concepts to understand. It's blowing my brains up. I need to visualize, but the image in the book is not really helping me understand at all. I hella feel like I'm not motivated to learn in that class for some reason, but I need this class. I just feel lost. I don't know why, but for some reason... I'm just not into it at the moment which it's weird. I mean... I'm taking a computer repair class and in that class, we learn about how the OS works too, but why am I not understanding the OS concepts in my other class?! Doesn't make any sense and makes me wana rage, but...! I just gotta calm down, take things easy, and try to visualize and understand each process one by one.

Yeah, thanks. Yep. Um... I forgot then. Ha ha. Wow! Super smart! Lol! Yes, try harder ha ha. I don't hate judge-y people. Hate is a strong word. I just dislike them. Ha ha. Yeah. Well... it's because I really want my certificate that "badly" so I had to say it like that, lol. I'm almost done with my requirements though. I just need to take English 1A during summer and then I'll get my certificate. Hopefully, I also pass all my classes this semester and understand all the concepts about OS, understand how to repair computers, and improve my knowledge in writing codes in Java. I would be totally screwed if I didn't understand Java. That would put me down. Kidding! I'm doing fine in my Java class, but not my OS concept class. It's so hard! I can barely even understand ... *clueless* anything? Nothing? No... how do I put this... *thinking*

Not really I didn't have that much of a nice week. My Java Programming instructor put me on blast for no reason making me look like I was lying when I wasn't. I just felt like she was judging me just cause I dress like a gangster. I don't like when people judge me like that. It was pretty messed up. Everyone just stared at me as if I was lying too, so it made me feel like... I don't know how to say it. It's whatever, anyways. I'm not gona let that get the best of me. If they wana judge me for the way I dress, then whatever. I don't care. I just want my certificate, so... bleh, lol! Yeah, you should send her a message or something to talk to her.

Thanks. I actually did pretty well on my test. I passed both of them, so I think I did alright from what I had expected since I suck at test. My friend was all teasing me and stuff saying how I was hella worried about failing it, but ended up passing it. He was really supportive though, throughout the whole time, he believed I would do well while I panicked because I was afraid of failing the test. So it made me happy that I did really well. *surprised* You're an 8th grader? *jaws drops* I didn't know that, lol. Aw, try! You will do good. Just believe in yourself and keep trying. Just don't give up, okay? You have to pass your classes. So do your best ^^ I'm cheering for you *smiles*.

Lmao. It's cool. I'm lazy too, ha ha. I barely get on, but I still try to anyways. I don't have time to read manga on Animea, though. I wish I did, but school has been keeping me busy so the least I can do is just reply in the random group and stuff. I'm good. I have a test today. I'm not excited for that at all. Although, I am excited to go to class today because I love the class. It's super fun and the people I meet in there are awesome. I do hope you have a nice week Tary. Don't forget to keep Sara company! She misses you ^^ .

Hey, I haven't seen you around much on Animea. How's everything been for you?

OMG tary I got crappy results TT_TT
I got a D- in a subject that was supposed to raise my GPA and C+ in a subject I wanted to major in a C- in my back up major and B+ and B- in the other 2 I feel like killing my self Dx
But never mind that I really miss u guys too >o<!!