Key-chan
Keyblade Master

so what do you need to live on bright side? always to change.
be more willing to taste different aspects of life. get involved in different styles, people's life and all.

art is cathartic. be serious about it and do something artistic. everyone's an artist. it maybe simple drawing, poetry, acting for yourself, or even being funny...or even not ashamed to be into silly imaginations.

hope you find your way. I found mine...still I ...don't see others to understand that.
pff what's life? I'm being misunderstood by my dearests, family... and here in AnimeA, every cheap-ass goon who made herself famous here have grudge on me...no one sees I like helping guys like you, almost anonymous type and no one cares...if I pick someone's popular nose in here, they get all against me.

just were sympathizing my friend.
I am 20 and we have same problems.
sorry for odd visit, it's normal for me in life too.

jesus baby christ! you're 19 already! you have to pull yourself up, since you passed your adolescence. look, no one cares about us, same thing I say to you can be said to me, at least I am relieved now I'm meeting a person with same situation.
got a GF? then you're set. me, nah, not at moment, next semester perhaps, too tired of their games...oh god I tried three times in row! a guy just can take too much rejection at a time.
check your friends. pull off any weeds you find. a friend, is someone who, except on abnormal situations, won't make fool of you, never mocks or laughs and usually have healthy way of humoring.
don't matter if he's your childhood friend, if he mocks you, which makes you low on confident anyway, dump him!